Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Very proud of myself and very disgusted

This is a boring day. I have been kicked out of every room in my house because everyone else is sitting around being boring too. so now im chillin...posting on a blog that i havent posted on in 6 months. I was in a wedding this saturday yayyy for Brian and Maritza!!! well during the outside and freezing cold ceremony, i felt something wet on my leg so i looked down and was completely freaked out by what I thought was a giant spider on my leg. I maintained composure and kicked it off. As it hit the ground with a thud i was surprised to find that it was in fact a snail and not a spider ahhhh! so disgusting. But i kept composure because it was a very important part of the ceremony...anyways im very proud of myself and very disgusted.

I wish i had something different to do right now. something to be amazed by. something that made me smile everyday... but i dont. sometimes i think its just me and my attitude towards things. and sometimes i think its the fact that my life is actually boring and uninteresting. how can you compare. how do you know if your life is interesting or not. Facebook makes things worse. people only post the highlights so it seems as though everyone has these amazing lives and it just makes me think that mine is lame and not worth posting anything about. I guess i dont have much to complain about though. i love my family. i have amazing parents that would do anything for me. Also i really like my sister sometimes. we still talk to each other almost everyday even though shes amrried and in virginia now.

I just wanna travel the world. that would make life interesting to me. As much as i complained about my receptionist job, i really did love the peiople that i worked with. and even though there was a long drive which made the job seem even harder, at least i had something to share about. Serving pizzas to angry hungry picky people is far worse than that.